..forgive..

You've done nothing wrong but mortal damage
that I'm hopping won't heal fast.
You know what's happening yet you deny the facts,
to protect me you say, but in truth, you are the one hiding
...and I'm the one exposing.

On purpose I tear my wounds open,
to let you see I'm hurt, let you feel my pain
and make you regret.
You are not allowed to be the victim, I won't permit it.
Guilty perpretator, despair!

No one's that naive, no one's that innocent.
Blunt words that pierce, I want to tear you apart.
I want you to bleed, want you to beg;
I want to hurt you badly too.
I'm sorry I'm this wicked, though I love you so.

You took away what was mine, you left me alone again.
Don't I scare you now that you see the darkness in my soul?
Such a pitiful creature, am I not?
Stare at me in wonder and bend your head in shame.
I'm sorry I'm this tainted, my best friend.

I'll forgive you when I feel like doing so.
I'll forgive you when I find you in pieces too.
Stay with me, watch me die and squirm.
Become insane just like I am...
...stay lost just as I am.